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The Clock Spins Freely

Sun Mar 16, 2008, 5:09 AM
Its been many a day since I've updated anything on this site. Regardless if anyone checks it or not, it makes me feel let down in myself-because I've let what little talent I have go to waste by working my arse off on the ambulance and not allowing myself the necessary time to do hardly anything creative what-so-ever. I started working on some music awhile back, which I think sounds pretty good so far. I've got this whole bluesy power-rock thing going on, sort of like Fireball Ministry-but probably not as heavy.

Needless to say, I haven't been doing any kind of drawing or anything. I have a few ideas for funnies, but I don't really get the downtime at work to do anything related to art-and when I'm home I get so tired from working that all I want to do is sleep it off. I'm starting to think that EMS isn't what I should be doing. I have a degree in graphic design, and I'm a musician...a photographer...a cartoonist...BUT, for the past year or so I've been nothing but an EMT. It starts to grate on ya after awhile; running your ass off for 911 dispatchers and company dispatchers all the while watching the clock spin seemingly out of control. One day, its February 2nd-the next; its March 16th. Oh, and I'm at work right now.

I just feel like I've started to lose touch with my friends, my family, and myself as well. I need something in my life...that something is time, but I guess that's the story for most people in this world.

Thanks for listening to me rant, just letting all know that I AM still alive. Peace,
-Justin.

  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: South of Heaven -- Slayer
  • Reading: the illiad
  • Watching: my life go by me
  • Playing: super mario galaxy (wii)
  • Eating: chicken
  • Drinking: kool aid

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